could it be? :(

When I pretend,
Everything is what I want it to be,
I looked exactly like what you had always wanted to see,
When I pretend,
I can't forget about the criminal I am,
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can,
But I can't pretend that this the way, it'll stay, I'm just,
(Trying to bend the truth)
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be so I'm
(Lying my way from)
YOU!
(NO, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go!
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life,
I'd rather be all alone...
(No, no turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see!!
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you...
is me. :(

if this is the case :( i'm sorry.